You're just lying through your teeth

Stop trying to change yourself

For a relationship that's not meant to be

Hmm. Was wondering if I should do undercut or not.. It's cool, I

like. But it doesn't seem to suit me at all. Well, goodbye black hair, hello brown.

Not pretty sure if I really like the current color or not, but I seriously miss my black hair (black when indoor, brownish/reddish when outdoor), which I think is damn mysterious. You can never figure out what color it is. -.-

But afterall, it's been done. I'm quite lazy to dye it again. My sudden 'buying shoes' fever suddenly hit me again. MUST BUY SHOES! MUST BUY MUST BUY MUST BUY!! Shopping in S'pore is no longer fun. (Have I said this before? Hmm.)

Anyway, I must quickly get myself busy and start earning.

Regret buying so many things this month; wasting so much money. Especially on food! Omfg.

I need more money for:

• Repairing fucking lappy
• Save money!
• Spend it on my love's birthday
• BUY SHOES BUY SHOES!
• Get myself a new gadget?
• Go overseas for shopping la dey! -.-
• Redecorate my room :B

Okay, I should stop listing. It will just goes on forever.. Feeding on desire much?

Screw my lappy, seriously. Guess I will need to bring it to service tomorrow like, a must. It might need to stay at the clinic for at least a month, I think???

So, I must spam photos at this little space.

Shu! She's damn cute. ;) She's older than me, but she just looks so cute and much younger than me. *Starting to draw circles and emo. -.- No one can beat me with that signature twisted mouth picture. Aiya, whatever.

In school, taking during examinations. My face was still round round, fat fat. Typical fatface. (Although now still freaking round.)

Look @ the makeup! Gosh.

No wonder my classmates used to say I look ah-lian.

Love my accessories; I lost my freaking ring! It's in my house, somewhere, that can't be found. Guess a rat/lizard/whatever shit has stolen my golden ring, thinking it's cheezels. MOST LIKELY.

I have got no idea what I was doing, or why I was taking picture as well -.-

Still fatfat, as usual. Envy those with V shaped face, with chio features, baby skin, defined jawline, pouty lips, mesmerizing huge eyes.

Too bad life is no 'The Sims'.

Every idol has their very own fans.

I too, CAN HAS FAN. \m/

Seriously, it's a fan I'm standing next too. Those very hugeass fan that can blow your hair in all place. & in this, I have huge fat pouty lips, brown hair, and winged eyeliner; just for JAY PARK'S concert!

My very first fringe-less picture. A picture that causes quite a number of people to comment bout it. Disregard if it's liking to it, or disliking it. Who cares? I take picture you lan lan ok? ;)

LOL @ this picture. Look like a whiny kid.

It's the time where I start to put light make up, or simply don't even bother.

Less ah-lian, rightzxzx?

Most recent; I like florals. But screw that piece of outfit. Gonna get it out of my closet.

This picture of me has least makeup, in fact, it's NO MAKEUP. True indeed.

Lie to you got money uh!?? Lol. Typical.

Guess my purple hair has already become brownish liaozx.

Purple>Brown>Red

Wow.

This post is getting way too long -.-

Alright, gtg. Will post immediately when I get my cb laptop back from servicing.

Guess so :)

Ciao~

I did not start something just to end it one day

Come on Baby let me see

Whatchu hiding underneath, I wanna see it

Yadayadayakyak. My blog & my life is getting so boring nowadays. How I wished I am having school, minus away studying. Life would be great.

Spam you some photos.

I was so bored today that I actually went into a chatandgo tagboard and starting quarreling with two people. -.- Of course, I won. That little fucker had to apologize to me in the end. K, maybe I do pity them, or think I'm in the wrong.. but I was seriously too bored, and just nice they were getting on my nerves.

Effing rude kids who are uneducated, without any discipline, who don't even know how to spell correctly, fucking two-faced. Oh, did I mention that they were sprouting vulgarities? Wow. I swear I did not scold any vulgarities at all to them, y'all know?

Nah, just some cyber quarreling which made me occupied when I was bored.

*Remembering the days back in Secondary school where everyone (almost) are cyber attacking on people's tagboard. Don't deny that you didn't! I know, at least once or twice. Without letting people know who exactly you are.

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Now I'm feeling quite bad for quarreling with xmms. -.-

Alright need to go sleep asap, so I can wake up early tomorrow for salon. Still don't know what I should do to my hair. Color? Cut? Curl? Re-bond?

Don't know~ Guess I will need to see my mood tomorrow then.

But suddenly feel like I will miss my Black hair ttm.

FICKLE MINDED, F U.

Kthxbai, goodnight.

Entering the adult world; What are you feeding on?

There's always this little beast growing inside each of us

You'll just have to wait for it to be awaken

Many thoughts have been running in my mind. I'm always having second thoughts, over and over again, until history repeats itself.

It just felt like I've thrown my brain into a whirlpool.

Ai mai, ai mai.

Shorts, Hot pants, Work for money, Holiday, School sucks, Alcoholic, Tourists, Open-minded, Selling, Overnight, Different schedules, People whom I don't know, Not experienced, Fear...

Everyone has a beast inside of them, feeding on every little bit of us.

No such thing as innocence once we grow up, or starting to enter the adult world. We will be feeding more and more.

Mine?

Fed on imagination, Fed on dreams.

But now, Feeding on my own fear, Feeding on people's fear, Feeding on your jealousy, Feeding on my own desire.

Growing up sucks. I just want to stay young forever, forever @ 16.

So, tell me. What does your little beast in you feeds on?

You keep me addictive enough for days

Falling in love is super easy ❤

But maintaining that love for one another, is difficult

Happy Valentines' Day to everyone out there (though it's over already).

I think this very day is so redundant and materialistic. I mean, if you really love your partner, everyday would be just like Valentines', no? :)

I know a guy friend who told me that he once broke up with his girlfriend on Valentines' Day just because he wanted to save money instead of buying expensive gifts on that very day for his girlfriend, I mean ex.

_l_ Seriously. Don't you feel like sticking a chair up to his freaking asshole? -.-

So damn cheapskate. It's the thoughts that count, not the gifts.

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So, are you happening to wonder how I spent my V-day? :D

I had my first test early in the morning, Wii with Jerome & Brandon, 'studied' for Math, went home to blogshop (my current best friend), & there I received their 'gifts'.

Shall not go into deeper details if not people might say I boasting. Wtf.

Then there's this guy, effing pissed me off on this very day. FYL.

What happened was he asked me what I was doing, so I replied honestly that I was blogshopping instead of studying, & there's so much I want to buyyyy! Then he said, "You buy what you want lor, then I pay. But you must go date with me hor.."

FYL big time.

I got no money to buy is it??

Make me sound like I'm 'selling' myself, or doing an exchange.

Desperate for r/s for what? It won't last long anyway.

Serious, the more I think of it, the more angry I am. No joke.

Irritating. Bastard. Who. I. Won't. Talk. To. Anymore.

Kthxbai. ❤(◕‿◕｡)❤ Lee Seung Gi!!

You're just like a beautiful picture of a child to me

If I said my heart was beating loud

If we could escape the crowd somehow, would you hold it against me

Fuck my eye-bags. Like freaking obvious can?

Finally updating something huh. Lol. What was I even busy with? -.-

So yup, finally last day of school. It was something I was hoping for it to happen since long long time ago. My heart was just giving me different feelings to begin with this semester.

I dislike the major clique separation; the obvious of fakeness; copycat/dog; etc.

But, I will miss my clique.

Cheryl's company every weekdays; Teehui's often teasing; Siow Wei's care towards her friends; Marilyn's company every weekdays as well; Kezann's acceptance of me 'flirting' with her; & Sharon's acceptance of my 'flirting wave'... & many more

Seriously.

Before I worry bout who my year2 semester1's classmates will be, I shall worry bout my UT3 first. Major huge asshole tests. &I don't seem to have the sense of urgency to start revising.

Can you just imagine how I'm going to die when doing it?? ;(

Anywayzx, I'm itching for some major shopping. Like for 100000x years.

There's so much I want to buy. There's so much I want to do.

There's so much I want to say, I want to experience.

I freaking want to go overseas for shopping can? Irritating.

I hope my assets can just duplicate/grow by themselves.

Kthnxbai; Baby good night!

You dug a hole for me to fall in; fall into love

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!♥

Are you guys having reunion dinner later? ;)

Don't forget about getting loads of angbao okay? Then you can share it with me. Thanks.

Hahaha.

But I'll need to study during the CNY for 5 huge ass tests.

Pity me; give me your angbaos can already. ♥

Above pictures are my BARE FACE; you idiots. Teehee.

Got fat-faced me; Got bone-faced me.

Likka lame.

Anywayzx, wish you all good health & more wealth.(Y)

Cabbing down to Grandparents house later. So long then.

GONG XI FA CAI.

♥♥♥

Welcome to my silly life

Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel

Like you're nothing, you're fuckin perfect to me

Had been busy these few days; chionging drama. Likka no life. xD

Budda I'mma happy girl. So I've became a potato that just sit on the floor watching numerous dramas. &It felt like falling love again.

JOE ZHENG!

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But seriously, thinking back.. when have my heart really start to fall in love (in my relationships I had before) first? The answer truthfully; No. Not even once.

First xbf- Malay; He was just a good friend of mine & all my friends don't even know we were together. We were still very young then.

Second xbf- Didn't remember how it goes.

Third xbf- Met in the bus; know each other through YZ. Liked him cause he liked me.

Most recent xbf- He liked me first.

Hmm, I don't even know why I'm posting this. Maybe I just wanna share. ;) Don't read too much ok?

Now that I'm still young, I doubt I would want to be tied down so early; afterall Imma Gemini yo? Or probably, I would have much courage than before. How would you feel if you found out that your lover only love you when you were the one who like him/her first?

The truth is; Love can never breakeven.

If only I'd know you would leave whereas, they're staying

Happy moments passes quickly

But I am never afraid, because you're always there

Don't you just miss my fat face sometimes? :)

Went out CNY shopping with Sisters♥ on Sunday, and yet YL was unable to join us cause she was tired after working :[ Poor girl.

We went shopping @Town, then head to Bugis.

I bought like quite a lot, total damage?

Hmm. :)

My sexy elephant legs! Chio right? Elephants are cute ;) Hint hint**

I almost wanted to buy another pair of shoes like mine, but luckily SQ stopped me.

I would have regretted it like 10000000x -.-

♥

MY EPIC FACE.

Teehee. ♥

While shopping @Bugis, found the exact same piece of my most expensive pants ever there. Like wtf only lor! Knn. Serious. Although there sell like $20 and without the color of mine (Black only; like plain), BUT! WTF @ the price difference can?

But then again, the texture of the pants like different.

* Consoling myself only.

But serious. Angry max can?

So dear shopaholics, you may prefer going to Bugis streets for shopping since you'll be getting the same piece of goddamn clothes if you're getting in FEP/Cine. Seriously. Not to all though, I meant quite a few - like most???

Like kana cheated.

Heng I bought the other jacket, hor sisters?

Thank goodness!

I'm effing hungry nao.

Kthxbai!♥

Waking up from a dream; isn't the hardest thing

There's nothing more beautiful

Than a smile that struggles through tears

Got a little much busy this week. Seems like everything was packing and so so so much for me to handle. So, on Friday (Big event, stress ttm) had our Entre ut2! Stress much. Need to wear damn formal, super uncomfortable can? -.-

When one of the judges probe me with a question, I answered with good 'bullshitting' and he gave me a thumbs up. He quite handsome some more lor to be a facilitator. Love him ttm can? :D Cool.

The night before the actual event, I had to complete doing the board. I cut the paper and paste it like !@#$%^&* one okay? Fingers aching, leg cramp for sitting on the floor like 1 2 3 hours. Had to do it nicely without the help of anyone.

Independent lor!

Enough said. Lugging heavy things on my way to school, got freaking irritated by a guy who keeps rubbing his smelly asshole onto my hard work. WTF.

Saw brandon & he couldn't recognize me; looking @ the picture tells you why.

Yea, & he helped me lug my lappy. That's something real man/guy should be doing. (Y) Hahahaha.

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Gonna spend my whole Sunday with Sisters again!♥

I think I will need to thank you, for returning something more important than you are to me; my friends, my brothers & sisters. People who treasure me more than you do. People who will not throw me aside. People who are not you, who will never be like you.

Thanks for leaving. I had no regrets.

And I don't mind even if you're a beautiful monster

Baby, you're the best I ever had

And I'm certain that, there ain't nothing better than this

Remember I met Sisters♥ & their friend one day?

Awesomely cool that I managed to 'steal' some photos (Y)

Ohya, did I mentioned that I met SQ's sister like after 100000000000x years?

She's like so different nao! So tall somemore, I jealous.

YL & I should both join some 'shorty fan club'. Requirement: Height.

We confirm can get in one lor! :@

Don't you just love my silly & idiotic face?

P.S/ I was just checking if my nostril hairs are growing well or not. They are quite important okay? It helps to filter the air you breathe in and traps the dust/dirt.. That's how your PI SAI comes from (Y)

Rofl. ♥

Total bareface. For the very first time.. I mean, not putting on makeup to somewhere far. LOL @ My gummy smile~ Is that a good thing or a bad thing? >:

Nah, I don't care what's your opinion is! Even hyori has gummy smile. Guess I shouldn't feel bad bout it. (Y)

One of my New Year Resolution: OPEN MY FREAKIN BOTH EYES WHEN I TAKE PICTURES!

But I seemed to fail. When is my eyes big in the first place? Next time take pictures put toothpick already. Sian ttm. No wonder Miley Cyrus had to make fun of Asian's eyes. :|

Okay, school is getting more fucked up. I'm getting more pissed & stressed at the freakin same time. What a huge ass. There's so much to do, yet so little time! And I still have not practice some time management! FREAK! What else??! I CANNOT CONCENTRATE WELL @ ALL. Asshole. !@#$%^&*

Kthxbai.

♥