Cause you ain't shit without your crew

Try and touch me so I can scream at you not to touch me

Run out the room and I'll follow you like a lost puppy

FUCK! Damn pissed off today.

Monday is always not a day for me at all. FML.

Define short la, cb. Send me home, waste my precious time, threaten me with my grades. WTF?

You win la cb. Hate you ttm man.

Made me waste money, waste time, waste my effort. Fuck.

Ya la, I got sent home today because of my pants, wtf. It isn't even short shorts can?

But instead of going home, I went shopping @ the mall and went to dabao Mac back to school.

Jealous notzxzx?

Before going to the mall, went touring around school with Teehui.

Made me walk all the way from South canteen to Lawn, then to OSC. -.-

Anywayzx! Ya. I'm really very fucking unlucky on Monday.

Oh, and I wrote in her RJ which is out of point and shooting her directly ;) Booyah.

Scandal accompany me & we had a date.

We were in our own world.♥

Then after school, went to study with Shu! ♥

After that, we went to buy burger!

Omfg, I ate 2burger in a day. Damn fattening can?

Oh well, since I'm not attached, I don't think anyone cares about my figure. Plus, I can treat it as putting my 6Kg back~

Guess what, the both of us ate on the bus -.-

I was so afraid that I almost peed in my pants (Ok, just kidding) that someone in the bus might take a photo of us eating on bus and post it on Stomp.

It's not pretty nice to be famous for things like this. Never.

Note to self: Must go school early on Wednesday so I can snatch a seat from Terrence; I really don't wanna sit with her! D;

Okay, going to help Teehui that asshole print his consent form. Walao, damn picky can? Still want got colour one. Ask him remind me, also never.

Oh and by the way, Babe & Tee like good friends liaozx. Hahahaha!

Byezx!

Is the music to blame?

God made us friends because He knows that our parents will not be able to handle us if we're sisters♥

Went kite-flying with my babes!♥

As usual, I was late for almost an hour just because I rushed home to get their presents! ;D

I wanted to rush home again because I left my camera at home.

But they stopped me. LOL.

Ate @ 18chef.

I swear we were the loudest in the restaurant. -.-

Chatted about handsome guys; they were salivating, as usual! (Y)

Remember this teddy bear biscuit?! They are my childhood faves!

Buy me one of this and I will love you a lot. Hah!

We bought sushi for lunch/dinner. And everyone at Marina Barage were staring at our food.

Blah! They're plain jealous.

How I wish that you're here with me.♥

GROUP PHOTO before we leave!

Love them ttm♥

And then! They came to find me on Tuesday!♥

Lovelies!♥

I will always be there for you when you need me.

Like a tissue when you need to wipe your sweat, like water when you're feeling thirsty, like money when you want to splurge, like a bag when you're going to school, like a sweet to make you feel happier, like a pen to write on paper, like a fan for a celebrity.

I wanna be everything for you. And that's because I think you're worth it.

My shoulders are always free for you.

My time is always free for you.

♥♥♥

Sing me a lullaby, and put me to sleep

Maybe, giving up is the best solution

So today, school was not bad.

But Teehui didn't come to school.

He very funny uh. After I did the "I whip my hair back &forth" to him on Wednesday, then we didn't see each other for 2consecutive days.

And he mentioned that my hair smells like paint.

WTF -.-

I'm so gonna prove him wrong next week, and keep whipping my hair. (Y)

Was supposed to join Huiting & her co for BBQ after watching Haidhar's soccer match.

But it rained, and it was a little too late for us to reach there on time.

So, the both of us continued to watch the match until it ends together with some of the friends.

He's greeeeeeeeeeeat!

&Brandon didn't joined us! Happy uh, best man? :)

Shuyi & I were salivating when there's angmoh team in the field! (Y)

I'm totally in love with them!

Especially a guy who wore jersey number 17.

HE'S DAMN CUTE CAN?! ;D

And when they played in the rain.. I was like, heart-wrenched.

D; What if number 17 fall sick? What if he slipped and fall? What if....

LOL! Like it was my business like that. -.-

So ya, nao gonna continue with my project work!

Gonna spend my weekends mugging!♥

Bye bye, love.

I can't go any further than this

You start to get hurt when you start to care.

Damn! I really hate papercuts.

Recently, I've been sending wrong texts to other people -.-

And I really cannot stand staying home. People nags at me like nobody's business.

I have no freedom at all. I can't even bathe at night. Wth.

Been really 'busy' I guess. I've 2 assignments to finish up by Friday, I think.

I skipped school today :) Good girls skip school once in a blue moon.

Okayzx! I'm gonna do my research and finish my assignment as much as I can nao!

Good luck baby!♥

*Ps; I should update about the outings with my babes ;D Miss them hell loads!♥

Don't want an ending

The hardest thing is letting go, and making myself to hate you.

Even tolerance has their own limits.

And I am using up mine.

So assholes, stop gossiping right in front of me. Especially the 3 fuck-faced.

In school, gossip. On bus, gossip. Walking home, gossip.

WTF? Don't you guys have any life at all?

Gossip behind my back, I'm fine.

But, gossip right in front of me; pointing your fat fucking index fingers at me? A whole clique turning to look at me? WTF?

What does our stuffs got to do with you bunch of shitty people?

It'd already reach an end, but you guys are trying to start a drama now?!

WTF, mind your own business can.

I really can't take it anymore. Fuck. I really feel like giving the 3fuck-faced some tight slapping.

Please handle your friends yourself.

Stop them from creating dramas.

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I found 'Her' on FB. I think I understand the issue now. Nothing's changed, it's just you wanted to leave.

I think she can treat you better than how I did.

Even though I don't want an ending; searching forever to find a way back..

But I know there's always some reasons for leaving and choosing her instead.

I'll try my best to do the impossible.

Letting the both of you; you know, be together. Happily after. Like a fairytale.

I love you.

Jealousy type; You?

It is not love that is blind, but jealousy.

I am the jealousy type, as well.

After all, I'm a female. & it's our tendency to be like this.

When something isn't mine, I get jealous.

When something became mine, I'll get jealous too.

This is me, it's up to you if you wanna accept me for who I am or not.

Since young, I get jealous about anything. From my parent's love, to the amount of stationary other kids have, to other students having higher results than me, then to my first love who flirts around, and now.. everything seems to be doubled.

I am getting jealous more and more often.

I guess humans are never easily satisfied.

Just like the Maslow's Hierarchy. The desire and the needs of getting things that you do not have.

Gah. I donno what I am talking about actually.

This is how I am feeling nao.

Yes, I am very jealous of You now. I'm serious.

Pretense is a flawless mask

I told her I'll never run away; but let me go. Te Amo.

;DDDDDDDDDDD

Just came home after meeting my babes! ;D

They are like my everything; my Ecstasy- my pills that makes me happy and forget every unhappiness for that day.

Was supposed to go to Sentosa with Ben.

But, my Ecstasy are more important :\\

Seriously, a day with my babes or a day around in bikinis?

Of course I will choose the first option. Like duh, without any thoughts are needed.

I shall talk about the outing tomorrow~!♥

;D

I should really start eating my dinner like nao? Cause it's been on my table for like an hour or so already.

Zzzz.

I.should.really.start.to.save.money.and.stop.spending.so.much.money.on.shopping!

WTF. Totally broke >;(

Lol; Ben just asked me to find a sugar daddy -.-

Stupid asshole.

Imma find a job real soonzxzx! :(

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Anywayzx, brought my Grandpap his birthday cake when I reach Compass!♥

Mango flavour; damn shiok.

Pictures take from google though. -.-

I wanna a cake like this! ;D

I remembered I am a good cake eater. I can eat one 15cm/30cm cake by myself.

Fuck. Serious. But imagine the fats I'm gaining.

-.-

In the end, I got really sick and tired of it.

Now, it's thankgod that I am able to finish one slice ;)

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Everywhere I go, every place we went before, still reminds me of you.

Wipe my tears away, and I always tell myself "It shall be the last tears I'm shedding."

But it never did.

I'm a sucker.

Loving you is in my DNA♥

I really hope you do. Trust me.

Went out with baby yesterdayyyyy!

And I freaking wore my lenses even though my eyes are hurting >;(

We went shopping! ;D My favourite hobby, seriously.

I can go major shopping even when I am going for BBQ, or to a concert- which most people don't do that.

I'm just crazy, that's all.

Accept who I am.

I spent like $100 over, without buying much. Just how did I do that shit? -.-

Bought my first most expensive pants, ever! ;)

Proud of myself. *Wink.

Ohya, and the shops we went were all playing JUSTIN BIEBER's songs can?

But, I LIKE IT! (Y)

95% of people who hate Justin, are mostly people who are jealous of him.

Admit can? :\

Went to watch Harry Potter together.

First day, babyyyyyy! \m/ I love the show ttm.

I don't mind watching it many many times over again~ ♥

But a pity that they need to split the movie into two parts. ;(

Baby & I did loads of weird and crazy stuff in the theater.

Hell yea! But I like (Y) ;D

Class just ended, damn hungry.

But I've decided to not eat, until I reach home! \m/

My target weight naozx is 42KG! Teehee.

Jealous bo? Just one month, I've lost a total of 6KG.

Shiok right? ;) Want me help you? Contact me. LOL!

I'm serious about losing 6KG okayzx!

Should be studying for FA (FA test later -.-).

My class- playing FB game. Almost everyone.

I♥MY SWEET I BOUGHT YESTERDAY!

GONNA BUY IT ANOTHER DAY!♥

Scandal is right beside me. ;\

You solve me like a Mathematical equation

Hey Boy! What's my name?

School as usual; I like my shiny head facilitator. He's nice.

Scandal & I were having loads of fun on Msn ;) &when I said something to Scandal, Terrence saw our conversation and went, "Whaaaaaaaaaat?!"

It was damn loud; and the fact that we were half-way through the second meeting. \m/

Rained heavily today; regretted wearing sleeveless like 1234567890 times. -.-

I think I caught a cold. >;((((((((((((((((

WTF? Just how great?! Tomorrow is a HOLIDAY & the fact that I am not feeling well?!

!@#$%&^*@#$!

Okay anywayzx! Planning to meet my baby soon ;) ♥♥♥

So for tonight, I think I am going to be a good girl- do her homework, re-draft the Entrepreneur survey, and lastly revise for FA.

SEE! The reason why I put FA last, is simply because 'I HATE FA!' ♥

*I hear applause from my audience!

THANKYOU THANKYOU ;D

So byebye, got to be my good girl nao; in order to enjoy my days with Baby♥

Woohoo! ;) Wink*

We can make some magic, out of this.

He'll be the King Of Hearts; I'll be the Queen Of Spades ♥

Monday blues, FA sucks.

But definitely it's not that bad for this Monday.

Class was fun; with the right friends. I have my anti-tomayto fun club, my scandal♥, my team.

And, I contributed much more this FA lesson. FML. I really hate FA, ttm.

Had my Math UT; @#$!#@^#$&$@^!@$^

So fucked up can? Waste my time only. End up unable to finish it; gave it at the end. Then decided to doodle on my paper (Y).

Stayed back with team for Entrepreneurship's business plan. Yes, I'm starting a business.

Anyone wants to buy the shares of our company?

Okay, just kidding ;)

Went to Pasar Malam to shop for awhile, then went home.

Fuck yeah! \m/

I fly my Twinnie's airplane sia. & I fly my BFF's airplane on Msn.

Now I feel bad, ttm. Sorry guys! ;( ♥♥♥ Love ya 'all.

Just now, Bran was teaching me FA again; on Msn. -.- Didn't expect it >;(

He was damn fierce! I swear. >;(

He caps all his words all the way sia.

My prove to you. Click to enlarge*

(Edited: WTF; I don't think you can click to enlarge. -.-)

Yes yes yes! My Kim Junsu & Kim Inhwan♥♥♥

My husband & my son. Cute bo?

Bet you're all jealous of me nowzxzxzxzx!

Pui* Too late. They're MINE.

Okay, I'm planning to sleep early tonight!

GoodBam!♥

A change, FINALLY.

Take some pills, baby!

I think I seriously need things like that. See that pill that says, "JOY?" and that one which says, "BEAUTY?"

I've totally forgotten about my test tomorrow, and didn't study for it at all. What's worst is that the module is MATHEMATICS! FML. Prepare to fail, Sihui. ;)

I seriously hate listening to all the craps exchanging session. So I went for a bath that lasts 2hours. Try beating my record, sisters! And FML, my hair still reeks of chemicals due to hair dyeing, yesterday. Seriously, I think I will need perfume tomorrow to school -.-

Oh, share something with you guys. I think the colour run is damn fucking obvious when I bathe. @#!$%@^$@ It is not supposed to be like this!

And the fact that my Mom is right when she told me when I said I was depressed having black hair back, "You know? Your hair isn't black.. Your hair.. A bit got colour la. Like purple..."

Thanks Mom- it's soooo Auntie-colour la! Or those Ahlians.

It's somewhat true after I realized the run off water is purplish. WTF?!

Finally got rid of the tagbox. Damn irritating when there's spammers- who only knows how to use a tagbox. So humans/readers who wanna leave a comment and not spamming, you can leave a comment right below any post.

Ohyes! I love my mouse cursor now!!! ;) Damn chio.

It's a TO-MAY-TO! ♥

Love it ttm. Even though I hated tomatoes and even joined the anti-tomato fan club with only three of us. Lol.

Alrightzxzx humans! I think I should sleep now. Study? I guess I'll do a real quick before the test starts ;) Teehee.

GOODBAM!♥

It hurts to know when you're not mine anymore

Bommie♥ Live for 'It hurts' \m/

She changed her hair colour; I changed mine.

Woke up freakin' early to visit Mom's friend salon. Didn't want to chop my hair oneeeeeee!

The hairdresser keep asking me to cut. Well, now you know I take soft tactics only.

Get a life. And Live with it. Suckers.

Then Mom complained about my brown dyed hair that looks super unhealthy to her.

Yea, and that's when I hold my tears and bid farewell with it.

Goodbye brown hair ♥ And wtf black hair. Grrrrrrrrrreat!

Well, I don't care. Nanana. Going to re-dye it again.

Know how fucked up I can get just by staying at home freaking listening to people fighting, throwing things around etc? It's freaking irritating. What?! Ask me to choose for what?! Then now you freaking push me to him/her. What am I sia? A ball uh? Ask me to choose now tell me to go to the other side. WTF.

I've decided. If choosing is needed, I will choose to stay with myself. So the both of you need not decide whether you should live with me or not.

Happier?

Anywayzx, went to search for 'Things to do in S'pore' and guess what I've found? Retail shopping for Ikan Bilis. -.-

I will never do that, in my entire life.

In the first place, why am I google-ing such things when I am suppose to study? For Math & FA.

Fuck FA still! Went to attend the talk with Brandon. I bet he was like thinking, "WTF?! She don't even know the freakin' fuck basics!" LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

But seriously, it's so difficult to understand! Why don't they do things straightforward, easy to understand and more logically? It doesn't make any sense.

I guess no one in the world thinks logically then.

;)

But smarty pants Bran managed to teach me. Sadly enough, I've forgotten like 40% already.

Really need to start revising soooooooooooooonzx! :)

Since I look like a GOOD GIRL now, I should be one too.

Starting with sleeping early :) Goodbam humans reading my blog. ♥