Though I really do feel like dying.. (Literally - Y U SO WEAK?!)
But, you know your parents always teach you that you've to fully utilized a pen until it's no ink then change a new one, exactly. I should learn to live to the fullest before I die and no longer remembered in the world anymore.
I swear there's many things I've yet to do. Too many in fact.
Did my nails last week.
I've to admit I can't take good care of manicured nails. Few of them have been chipped. -.-
Quote for the day/:
"Friends with benefits- In reality, it's telling you to your face that you're good enough to fuck, but not good enough to invest feelings in."
When you start to fall ill, you realized that you're going to miss out many things in life.
When you start to be depressed, even the sunshine can't brighten your day.
And, when you start to receive that wake-up call, it may be too late for a change.
It feels as though my immune system has shut down.
Who the hell falls sick for more than a month? Who the hell can't recover after consulting so many doctors during this period of time and eating all sorts of medication to improve his/her health?
ME.
Yes, I am still running a fever while typing this.
妝画多一点
笑容多一点
话题多一点
我还是我
至少我现在还可以让身边的人拥有一点点短暂的欢乐
Is there anything else I can do for you to make you happy?
All these while, I can only blame myself for the outcome.
Self-destruction.
Why did I destroy myself for a guy? My future is mine and belongs to no other. I should be more responsible. But I never learn. Not once.
Point is, I might have to retain in Poly. Well ya, who the fucking hell retains in a poly? Answer, me.
Self destructed myself and I should take the responsibilities and face the music. There ain't many second chances in the world.
Goodnight world. Sometimes I just feel like sleeping and never wakes up. #emobitch
Many girls love sweet-talkings, especially from guys whom they're interested in.
And that's the reason why players (guys) are so good at it now. Motives, I would say. To make girls (who initially might have slight good impression on that guy) get used to them, and gradually fall in love. And after that? That guy would find ways to get into the girl's pants. The end, the guy won the 'game', and once they're bored with her, the whole "It's not you, it's me." game starts- tryna break up with her for some stupid reasons. Things don't stop there, if you realised. Once the relationship is over, these guys will keep their ex girlfriends in the 'friends zone'. (Yes, girls get friendzoned too!!) Why? To keep themselves entertained of course, and to make sure that they've something to do with when they're bored. Well, they are players in the first place right?
So girls, why make yourself easily succumb to sweet talking? If a guy sweet talks through his way to you, he can do it behind your back with another girl too. What makes you think a player will commit to you just because he said things like, "Babe, you're different." or "You know girl, we both have sparks that are so special!"
It's a girl's weakness that their confidence will boost up whenever a guy sweet talked to them. Because many players are pin-pointing their weaknesses in order to get what they want. So girls, enjoy being sweet talked but don't regret after being played and never believe that a player will commit or tied down by you so easily.
Been there, done that. So I hope that girls are able to help themselves to identify those players around them and avoid stepping into the trap of sweet talkings so easily. Goodnight.
Seriously why do hairdressers have to think that 1 inch = 3 inch long?
Short hair makes me kinda sad, after all it takes me quite some time in order to keep that length dude.
First I ranted about square nails, now I'm ranting all day bout my shorter hair. Bitch, grow up.
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Somehow I was hoping to stay all day at home and leave for a movie at night during these CNY days y'know? Forget about house visiting, red packets, Chinese new year goodies, whatever. I need rest you know? I'm still feeling giddy after falling in the toilet that day, though my one week fever has been stabilized and all BUT I'm still not yet fully recovered yet.
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I realized that one day, you might go back to her. I mean, you're a guy who would go back to your comfort zone rather than starting on something that you aren't confident enough of. And she's probably having her own good ways to get you mesmerize once again. It's easy. Just by doing it the second time.
I will get myself prepared for that day whereby I could no longer ask you out, or even to contact you because who knows, she might get all jealous over again.
However, once you're in my heart, you shall always be there.
Though I still wish I could spend more time with you, it's okay if we are only able to be friends, purely friends.
But that doesn't mean I won't be there for you or care for you anymore.
I just want all the best for you.
I could exchange all my happiness for yours as long as you won't regret and stay happy and blessed forever.
This year's CNY isn't much of expectation to me because I can't receive any angbao on the first day, and as usual the second day is just gonna suck. So yea. Plus, we've to go back to school on the third day.
Nevertheless, I hope everyone else can eat whatever they want, socialise with their relatives, receive as much red packets they can, and enjoy their celebrations. Good day!
#plasticsurgeries I have been wondering why would people engage into something like this and suffer for the sake of beauty that is, non-natural.
I mean, of course you became prettier but what about those money you've pumped in, those recovery time (that can be wisely spent instead of staying home to recuperate), taking risks- what if the equipments are unsafe or the skills of your surgeon is not experienced enough; and so many other unforeseen circumstances that might occur during and after the surgery.
I understand everyone wants to be a beauty and skip the routine of waking up early in the morning for preparation like putting on make up; ensuring your scars are concealed, your nose is seemingly high and sharp, or even a Angelina Jolie's full and pouty lips. Make up is a hassle for me too and it can cost more than some surgeries in the long run.
I want to be beautiful and confident enough too when I look into the mirror just like other girls. But the thought of suffering pain under the knife, kills me. Although I've always said "Suffering some pain for beauty sake is definitely worth it," but does that applies to going through cosmetic surgeries? I don't know, it's your say.
For me, I'm against myself going through the process under knife but like I've said, I want to be beautiful and since we're only young once and definitely going to live once, maybe I would consider getting one. Not now, but maybe someday. However, I am not sure if I'm able to overcome the consequences of going under the knife and neither do I have so much cash to do one.
Kudos to those who've done it. I see them as a group of people who are very brave instead of superficial or fake. For the sake of themselves and knowing what they want, they're willing to sacrifice and endure with the pain.
Fantasies shall be fantasy. If I could, I would most probably do 3 areas on my face. (I would look so different by then.)
Who knows what might happen in 5years down the road?
