They say, "You reap what you sow."

All these while, I can only blame myself for the outcome.

Self-destruction.
Why did I destroy myself for a guy? My future is mine and belongs to no other. I should be more responsible. But I never learn. Not once.

Point is, I might have to retain in Poly. Well ya, who the fucking hell retains in a poly? Answer, me.

Self destructed myself and I should take the responsibilities and face the music. There ain't many second chances in the world.

Goodnight world. Sometimes I just feel like sleeping and never wakes up. #emobitch