What is left to be au naturel?

Why are people starting to look similar? Why are girls trying to starve themselves for the perfect body? Why does love has so much expectations? Why are we out for fashion? Why do we spend sums of money on the way we look?

What is left in us that's au naturel? Media has harmed us all. Everything that's happening in your brain right now, is not au naturel because it was put in by media, or even people you know (but come on, where did they had this idea in the first place- media).

Life is too short to be unhappy

Busy week, work work work!

First 3 days were training, but got my desk on the 3rd day! :) With my mentor.

But I hate where the office is located at, always got lost.

Got to know many people, and made friends with a buddy (we're gonna stick together for the 6 months).

4th day of work.

Le me decided to flood my desk with food.

Got my new bottle.

Love to go to the pantry because I can get to see a hawt guy cause he's sitting somewhere near there. LOL. Never forget to ogle at guys even during working.

Hey, there's quite a handful of good looking guys there okay..

On friday morning I woke up damn late, and decided to cab down to work.

Shit la, such thing should be prevented. 

Got there damn early in the end! (P.S/ There was people who open the car door for you when you get down the car, wtf damn awesome right?! Like luxury only.)

Decided to get coffee but forgot to take sugar.

Got back up and was "Fuckkkkkkkk!" I ordered black Americano.

Goodness gracious. No word can describe how it tasted like.

What I like about Friday:-

• DRESS DOWN! (Le me wears jeans to work! YESSSSS!)
• TGIF - Saturday can wake up late, like finally.

Kao! See the viewwwwwwww!

It's a view from an interview room, and I can get the permission to go in the room to use their phone whenever I want (as long as it's not used) to do phone screening.

Good view, talk on the phone, le me gonna kia kar.

^-----^V

One thing I dislike bout it is the toilet.. damn small.

Notice the bag that's hooked on the door? LOL, I find it funny.

Finally it's the weekends!

Got to sleep till 5pm in the afternoon on Saturday.

Damn shiok.

My brunch.

To be honest bout one thing:-

I pour the milk first then the cornflakes, hey,  don't judge okay?!

Currently I like the work and the environment, but who knows?

Maybe I will dislike it as soon as I'm no longer in the honeymoon period. But my mentor is a nice person la~ just that she looks very serious and fierce. 

Must conquer her first then go conquer other colleagues. :\

Eh, must survive 6months lei. Plus it's graded one. Tough okay?

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Bitches are gonna hate me, but I'm entertained whenever she's angry at me.

Well, I can't be bothered because she's just a joke to me.

There's so much things that she does not know (I know it's nothing to be proud of) but she's really much pathetic than I am. I have to admit that I'm partly the fault for making her a fool, but well.. her boyfriend (I mean, ex) did a part as well. 

She should be glad that I did not tell her those truth that can be hurtful in the past, and stop hating me.

But well. At least, don't blame me for causing you to admit into hospital for 3 days. How was that my fault?! Did I push you down the stairs or stab you in your stomach? If not, shut the fuck up.

Scold me, hate me whatever you want. But don't spoil my reputation and spread stupid awful rumors to people whom I don't even know and start brainwashing my friends and make them go against me.

You're just a bitch.

Afraid of your boyfriend cheating?

Then just do something to prevent it from happening.

1. Don't find such boyfriend in the future if you can't handle them.

2. Make yourself more appealing la. Or be nicer to them! Finding faults at them and end up with a quarrel will just push your boyfriend to some other girls okay? Wake up your mind! Seriously.

3. If none of them work, and you're still stupid enough to stick on.. Just unbuckle your bra and go through one night. You'll slowly get used to it. But don't blame anyone if one day he still decides to leave you.

4. You can choose to make him go blind. So he won't stare at other girls anymore. If not, you can just lock him in your room. I think that's the best decision. But I think you'll either end up with some crimes for hurting someone and/or locking up someone. I've no idea bout the charges, but if you really end up doing something like this, do update me bout the charges kay? :)

To be honest, that bitch should really just wake up from her lala land. It's no one to blame. What did I do? Did I do something that changes her boyfriend's mindset about her? I never did. Even so, if her boyfriend is easily brainwashed by me, it's a wake up call for her. Seriously.

Quote for the day/: 

"Don't blame others for your own silly mistake. If relationship is easily broken externally by others, it's a relationship that's not worth keeping." and "Understand that no one will stay in your life forever. Every relationship has their expiry date."

So, let's just be straightforward with one another

Seriously bruh, you think I don't stalk? You think I can't read?
If you've anything against me, or some opinion about me, you just tell it straight in my face instead of blogging it out or posting on social networks. If you're doing something like this, then I'm just gonna do that to you as well.
I mean, let's just be straightforward.
Being straightforward without hurting one another. Hard, but possible right?

Everyone is different and special in their own ways. We all have our own thoughts and opinions thus the differences in characters.
It may be something I want badly but it might not be something you've considered ever.

But, what's the obstacles causing you to tell me straight in the face?
Afraid? Fear? Thinking that I'm inferior than you do? Stupid excuses.
If I'm nothing to you, you wouldn't have opinions of me nor really dislike me. Wts.
We are all humans, accept each others' differences and keep your opinions to yourself or, just spit everything out.


*Seriously I start to ponder and ask myself if all the friends I've made till now are worthwhile or not. Just sometimes, their words and actions show me otherwise. And the fact that people are way too selfish. They don't remember that although words can be the most hurtful tools, honesty is the key to improve a relationship/friendship. I hate that kind of feeling and there is a possibility that I will starting hating such friendship too, just one day.. I really might, regardless of how long we've known each other.

Behind the closed doors

*Shall blog tonight with my laptop instead. So much things on my mind., and I'd been thinking a lot this morning.

Let us make life full of rainbows

Recently been thinking what should be accomplished/achieved during this year. Hey, there's so much I wanna do! :)

1. Visit USS againnnnn!
2. Night safari, please.
3. Pajama party @ a boutique hotel, with several bottles of wine and exciting games throughout the night.
4. Not for kite flying but .. Marina barage!
5. Get myself a pet :\
6. Renovate my room~
7. Celebrate my birthday spontaneously!!
8. Learn cooking.
9. Overseas trip <3
10. Learn something sporty; e.g. Cycling, roller blading, ice skating, whatever laaaaa.
11. Someone to give me a puppy as present cause my parents doesn't allow me to buy one :((
12. Bungee jumping *___* heehee

Okay la, that's a few I can name for now. Not all must be fulfilled, but it's good to do all these. Life would be filled with unicorns and rainbows! Lol.

How hard will you try to make it happen?

"Sometimes if efforts are not appreciated, there's a need to re-evaluate if things are worth anymore."

I'm just gonna shut up and be less initiative. It takes two hands to clap and two parties to keep the relationship to continue. If none is working for it, neither should I. One word, 'worthless'.

Well, at least now you showed me that I should just be a bitch and continue on living like one.

When will we meet again, my prince?

About 23 more days left to internship.

Yet, I've many things I have not done!

1. Dye my fucking hair

2. Shopping- buy clothes, shoes, bag, accessories (SPEND, SPEND, SPEND!)

3. Exercise, bitch! 

4. Pick up a hobby

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Players are people who've been hurt in relationships before, and refuse to be the only victim.

Why do they exist? After being hurt, some no longer believe in being trueful to their partners, while some other just refuse to commit because they believe that they're, indeed still popular in the market.

Players are people who are strong upfront, but weak inside.

It's not that they'll not stop their routine, it just takes them more time to finally hold onto something dearly.

But on the other hand, who are the one who hurts the most?

The sincere bunch of people who fell into love of pits for the players.

What do they get in the end? Lessons.

Quote for the day/:

"Some people come into your life as a blessing, while others come into your life as a lesson."

Even if you might not be a blessing, please don't be a lesson that I'll be learning.

Take a walk in the secret garden with me

Though I really do feel like dying.. (Literally - Y U SO WEAK?!)

But, you know your parents always teach you that you've to fully utilized a pen until it's no ink then change a new one, exactly. I should learn to live to the fullest before I die and no longer remembered in the world anymore.

I swear there's many things I've yet to do. Too many in fact.

Did my nails last week.

I've to admit I can't take good care of manicured nails. Few of them have been chipped. -.-

Quote for the day/:

"Friends with benefits- In reality, it's telling you to your face that you're good enough to fuck, but not good enough to invest feelings in."

"I'm not beautiful enough to be beautiful"

When you start to fall ill, you realized that you're going to miss out many things in life.

When you start to be depressed, even the sunshine can't brighten your day.

And, when you start to receive that wake-up call, it may be too late for a change.

It feels as though my immune system has shut down.

Who the hell falls sick for more than a month? Who the hell can't recover after consulting so many doctors during this period of time and eating all sorts of medication to improve his/her health?

ME.

Yes, I am still running a fever while typing this.

妝画多一点

笑容多一点

话题多一点

我还是我

至少我现在还可以让身边的人拥有一点点短暂的欢乐

Is there anything else I can do for you to make you happy?

Please don't judge me.

They say, "You reap what you sow."

All these while, I can only blame myself for the outcome.

Self-destruction.
Why did I destroy myself for a guy? My future is mine and belongs to no other. I should be more responsible. But I never learn. Not once.

Point is, I might have to retain in Poly. Well ya, who the fucking hell retains in a poly? Answer, me.

Self destructed myself and I should take the responsibilities and face the music. There ain't many second chances in the world.

Goodnight world. Sometimes I just feel like sleeping and never wakes up. #emobitch