Fuck yeah! Year 2 Sem 1 classmates <3
This coming Monday would be the last lesson with this group of awesome people.
At first I thought I wouldn't have this weird feeling inside me when 15weeks are over with them. You can tell that I've change to very nonchalant this semester. I don't come to school on time (late every single day), I don't do my work unless I feel like it (prolly only once?), I don't even listen in class and sleep everyday.
I guess I was wrong. I do miss them.
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I know I am pretty dumb, people asked me to move on; I'll find someone better; he's not worth it.. I heard more of this. But right now I can't. At least not now. Fall too deeply, can't pull myself out.
Yes, admit that we're still text-ing each other, and going out as usual.
I am like addicted to his smell that lingers on me.
(I'm sucha loser right?)
His inconsistency brings my emotions up and down, just like riding on a rollercoaster.
He can make me feel loved for once, and yet bring me down at times.
I'm just likka kid that's waiting for a stranger to buy me sweets. The probability of getting it is really slim, yet I am still waiting earnestly. Aiya, simply dumb lor.
Love is blind what.
P/S: Been really addicted to Tetris even though I suck balls on it. -.-
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